You said WHAT??

Today Dreycin and I went for an ear re-check, to see if the damn ear infection had cleared up with the 3rd round of antibiotics. Well........they did an ear test, and after the doc informed me that there was still a fluid build up he told me that the ear test showed that Dreycin is starting to have hearing loss. In the right ear, his eardrum did not move at all to sound and his left ear barely did what it was suppose to do. So this thursday we go to a Ear nose and throat specialist, to more than likely get tubes recommended from what our Ped said. With all this the hardest part is going through all this alone, the repeated dr's appts always alone. Derek can never get off because of his work, and the military could care less about the "families." So today I called Derek crying (you know because of my pregnancy hormones) telling him I didnt care what he had to tell his boss but he was coming to this appt with me....I feel so bad for Dreycin, that he is having to go through this. And I plan to go into this appt asking for the most aggressive treatment, to get Dreycin back on track not only with his ears but also his speech. Ive noticed that he doesnt say complete words, just the beginning and sadly Ive only heard Dreycin say Mommy 1x. He also only does jibber jabber, but a few months ago he was saying full words. And lately he whines alot, instead of using words. I was reading online and it said that kids with fluid in their ears, makes them feel like they are hearing everything underwater. Poor guy, and I can just admit now that my son since he has been sick "sometimes" still sleeps with his mommy and daddy. It was just too much sleep loss for me and derek during the sick time and he felt bad so I wasnt gonna make him sleep alone :( So now we are in transition of sleep training once again, but yesterday afternoon he took a 2hr nap with me in our bed. Anyways, no update on our move. But im now 18wks, and only 1 more week until we have our big ultrasound!